when i think about you

when i think about you, i think about

• long talks
• laying in bed listening to your heartbeat
• your eyes which make me melt 
• your voice that sounds like heaven
• your lips so sweet 
• the way you say i love you so passionatley 
• our long talks 
• our late night food runs
• when we stay up till all hours and make love all night 
• the little messages you send me 
• our phone calls that last for hours 
• how you think im so beautiful 
• how i dont have to change for you 
• how talented you are in so many things 
• the pink flamingo you won me at the arcade
• never judgeing me 
• never falling short of my expectations 
• always wanting to be with you 24/7
• the way you are being all sexy and not even trying 
• how you can get so turned on by me in your clothes
• when we lay in bed naked and all i can feel is your warm bod against mine
• your insanley nice ass ;) 
• that time you held my shopping bags for me at the mall 
• when i think i look bad you think i look better than ever 
• the times you hold my hand in the car 
• how you always seem to put a smile on my face no matter if im sad or angry or any emotion 
• that time in the dressing room ;) 
• and in my car 
• and outside 
• and in your garage 
• and in my bathroom 
• and in your bathroom 
• and on the floor 
• when you walk in on my going to the bathroom! 
• when you try on my clothes 
• our fun times at the cabin with nick 
• your homophobia 
• how addicted you are to seeing me 
• your late night gaming sessions 
• how i can tell you anything and i dont have to be ashamed if it was embarassing

i can be who i want to be with you, i can be myself and i think that is one of the most amazing things you do for me justin. your so sweet and so easy to love i can never picture myself with anyone else. i love you baby ♥ 

so true ..

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i've never felt this way before. never went through this emotion and never believed in something so much. tonight i fell asleep thinking about you and, i had a dream. and this was no ordinary dream. all i could see was you, your eyes, they looked at me so true and so loving i was in a trans. it was like no other 2 people existed in the world. i swear it was so vivid i could even smell your sweet smell that makes falling asleep beside you so wonderful. when i looked into your eyes i saw my entire time spent with you flash before my eyes. like nothing else before that even mattered. and i saw your lips. pulling me in like a siren, they were so pure and so sweet as if i could almost taste them. that taste lingers on me and keeps me longing for the next passionate kiss from you that makes me quiver.  but the last thing i saw was, your heart. i looked and i saw how you feel me, how you see me. i looked through your eyes and saw myself. and i saw a girl who has finally found the perfect lifetime partner, i saw love so intense yet so powerful like it could stop a train. it was the most unruling love that ever will be and ever has been and it will stay in that state for as long as time goes on. i love you forever

phone

so right now, at this moment i am on the phone with the most amazing boy in the world! he sounds like an angel when he speaks and i could listen to him all day long ♥

im never going to feel these words for anyone else in the world. i love you so much ♥

those sweet notes

there are many many reasons why i love my boyfriend that i will list during this blog but here is one that he does and it makes me so happy and brightens up my whole day! my boyfriend sends me notes and messages so when i wake up i get to read all the lovley things he has to say about me! its one of the greatest feelings ever to have someone who cares about me so much and just wants to be a part of everything that i do. it really is amazing. and to have a boyfriend as amazing as justin i couldnt ask for anything better. the kind words he says to me, those random hearts over text make me smile everytime. ♥ i love you

scare

so tonight i almost got into a major car accident. the first thing i could think about was justin. how i would never see him again, i would never get to hear his sweet voice, smell his skin...i was so scared and sad. once i got over my shock the firsst thing i wanted to do was drive back to his place and get wrapped up in his arms once again.. i love you so much and the thought of missing you or being without you would be more painful than anything ♥

best way to wake up ♥

so this morning i got to wake up next to the one i love. i have to say, it is probably the best feeling in the world, besides his kisses. i must say that looking over into his eyes is way better than looking over and seeing an empty bed and alarm clock. with him there is no alarm clock, i could lay in his arms forever i could look into his eyes and just melt every time because he means so much to me. and when i look over in the morning and see him there the first thing i wanna do is kiss him so soft and sweet because i know that is the best way to wake up. ♥ i love you

that sweet night

this i think is a really good reason to love my boyfriend. there was this one time that we were hanging out just a casual evening and he decides hes gonna dedicate that evening to me. so he bought me a slurpee, washed my car, payed for my gas. and i have to say that was one of the best evenings we've even had. the reason for that was because that whole evening of just being together, i really truly realized that we dont need lots of money or fancy dinners to have a good time. all we need is each others company. and i must say his company is way way better than anyone i know ♥ i love you baby

when my boyfriend kisses me goodnight i feel like im flying, he holds me so tight and with such passion it makes me feel like im the only girl in the world.

- disney movies taught me alot !

Love ♥

ok so this blog is the reasons why i love my boyfriend so very much. we just celebrated 9 months and im looking forward to many months to come. so every day until out one year i am going to post a blog either about something he did that day or in the past, a sweet quote or even a picture of us. baby this is all for you i love you with all my heart ♥